“My suggestion is that whenever you have to choose, always choose the unknown, because the known you have already lived. Never miss the unknown. Always choose the unknown and go headlong. Even if you suffer, it is worth it — it always pays.”—Osho (via lashla)
flatsound /// i was happier with you i used to go to sleep before the sun came up but lately i’ve been thinking about us and it’s just hard, it’s just hard, it’s just been difficult to be out on your own with no goals laid out in front of you something tells me that i was happier when you told me what to do
i used to take the bus to go anywhere now i can’t think of anywhere to go we would sit at your house and talk about the future only two years to go and we’d know what to do with our lives if we stuck to the paths that we choose with each other in mind, stick it out until the end now i’m too scared to call just to see how you’ve been something tells me that i was happier when you told me what to do
I, too, felt ready to start life all over again. It was as if that great rush of anger had washed me clean, emptied me of hope, and, gazing up at the dark sky spangled with its signs and stars, for the first time, the first, I laid my heart open to the benign indifference of the universe. To feel it so like myself, indeed, so brotherly, made me realize that I’d been happy, and that I was happy still.
“I want to hear raucous music, to see faces, to brush against bodies, to drink fiery Bénédictine. Beautiful women and handsome men arouse fierce desires in me. I want to dance. I want drugs. I want to know perverse people, to be intimate with them. I never look at naïve faces. I want to bite into life, and to be torn by it.”—Anaïs Nin (via toutematendresse)